Tuesday, February 1, 2011


how is everyone???
it's finally beginning to get sunny again <3
anyways...because today was so sunny although not as warm...i went for a run!
no...I'm not a marathon runner! a run that we do in class, only 6 minutes, is long enough for me. Lol. But it's a good, heartfelt run, like ur happy you have legs that can run, not like a lame, mandatory run, like you'd rather be doing a math test. the kind that makes you happy and tired at the same time, but not too tired, just pushing it a little. ahaha well it point is, it felt really good!! because i know im really happy when I want to run...and i haven't for 3 months since winter began!! It's never mandatory to do the six min run in school...I just do so because I want to but haven t since now!
Well usually, at least for the past three years I've been able to go snowboarding but my parents said no this year, that it was too dangerous...and I felt so cold and depressed I didn't even care...that I didn't realize just how bad off I was. Snowboarding was MY LIFE!!!! Even though I had only gone five times...and I didn't even care that I wasn't going this winter??? WHAT THE HECK WAS WRONG WITH ME??
The cold, the lack of sunshine. I'd forgotten what winter really meant cause i had nothing to remind me of it, but now i do. :)

hihihi <3 ^^